So I've pretty much been crying all evening (See last entry for explanation) and I really needed to blow my nose, but I didn't want to leave my room.
See, I don't want Mom to know I'm upset because Auntie De told me not to bother Mom with anything because she's already stressed enough. She said this after I got off the phone with Lissa. I started to go into the den to talk to her and De said, "No, talk to me instead, leave your mother alone."
I'm sorry, but I don't want to talk to that insane b****. She's been doing everything she can for the past year or so to alienate my mother from the rest of the family. She never wants to talk to me anymore....and sometimes, I just need my mom, you know?
So anyway, I didn't want Mom to know I was upset.....but I really needed to blow my nose.....so I used a sock.
I mean, I'm going to wash it before I wear it again. That's not that gross, is it?
And now, because I need something to cheer me up - Vandalism at work:
