I'm sorry to be so vague and I'm honestly TRYING to write it out by every time I try my fingers cringe up in embarassment.
Oy.
Okay, bottom line, without going into all the background - I just asked hot boy out.
Via email
He's sitting right behind me and I know he read it about two minutes ago and now I have to PEE and I'm just petrified to get up from my seat.
There's more to the story and maybe once I get over this panicked oh my God what have I done how am I ever going to show my face around here again feeling then I'll go back and tell the tale fully.
For now, I'ma gonna go crawl under my desk and hide.